Lord, it feels like so much is going on and I'm beginning to spin.
Spin, Spin, can't see where I've been or where I'm goin'.
Nah, that's not true cuz I see You
Behind me, beside me, in front of me, above me,
Leading, loving, directing, protecting.
On the edge of dreams realized, I tend to analyze,
The world and my soul, my calling and my home.
Lord, You always make me jump, into what seems thin air
Falling into what's always there...
But I'm tied into knots still
Climbing these steep hills
Anxious about things you told me not to worry about
Money, family, the unknown and all that.
When I first saw my dream, it was a beautiful thing it seemed
But walkin' into it now, it's more complicated somehow.
My human hands have touched it
Now it bleeds colours unimagined
Changin' the more involved I become
Still beautiful held beneath this Sun.
Oh, somedays I'm ready; waiting to fly,
Other moments I'm frozen, feeling parts of me die.
Leaving things behind I'm not gonna need
The broken heart; the pain of separation; the fear to take lead
Lord, I've always cried out, "choose me,"
In zeal and passion, perhaps naively.
But I'm here and I recognize the path we have chosen
So let me take Your hand and walk with You until this dream turns golden.